he's my everything for a while

bat ko to nararamdaman ?!


he's the reason why i changed my view in life ..



whoa ! .. i always dreamed to be so needed ,
to value by anyone ..?
CHEESY ! lol ! ahahahah ! xD

now i felt the feelings i always dream about to feel
now what ?!

why i am scared to be hurt
why i always feel that it's a part of play ..
it's hard to lay the trust on him ?
I want to love and trust him ..
can you help me ?! haha !

I PLAY SAFE !!

this three words live in my system
for how so many Jurassic years ..
i can't explain why i do this
to myself do you think I'm enjoying
this kind of game [think again]


I'm too thankful that he come to my life
he makes me happy he makes me feel
that i am important he's my everything for a while
I CAN'T PLAY STUPID T O YOU ,
YOU'RE TOO GOOD AT IT !


I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault





07:38
09-12-08

does anyone willing to stab ?

how can you earn her trust ? ...

damn it !! mean it !!
it's really difficult to win and gain
her trust ..
fine !!


Just do this in a candid system




just act normally
express what you feel ...
it's better to tell your feelings
even when it hurts .. ok! ok !

be with her
even if its the end of the world
by doing that you make her
feel she's consequential to you

don't ever try to say those
cheesy lines [ i love you , i miss you ,
my life would be senseless without you
your everything to me , i understand what
you've feeling etc.] those doltish utterance
will not catch her ^^ fine !


weird ?! unnatural ?

yah ! yah ! i know
that's makes me feel special .. ^^


do some effort and ill marry you right away

09:23
09-09-08